Oh God ! You Listened Me....!!!

A lot of people owe debts to Mark Zuckerberge, the facebook founder. I was one of those millions people. One evening I was feeling bored as my office was off. All my known friends were offline in facebook. Out of boredom I tried to chat with a girl accumulating courage and motivation. Because unlike other guys, it was not my cup of tea to chat with girls who were strangers to me. I didn’t know that stranger girl would be my true love that I was destined to be with.

I never believed that love was possible through facebook because ninety percent of guys both girls and boys prove fake; show fake love and only try to flirt. But I didn’t know there was something special in the store of my luck that changed my entire mindset and belief. Now I could say a big ‘yes’.

Now in this era anything can be possible; so did my relation with that stranger girl. Initially I felt she would have boyfriend like other girls. But as a mark of respect I never asked her about that. And she also didn’t ask me anything like that.  But still I was feeling lonely and I shared different things with her. So did she with me. One evening I went to a temple where I lit candle and had little meditation. And I wished and questioned why I never find someone who has same amount of love as me. I prayed for a change in my love life.

From that evening onwards, we both used to chat with one another. I lighted her emotion everytime she talked about her ordeals. Same thing she also did for me. I went to that extent that whenever I opened the facebook, I wished to find her online. Who knew she would also be wishing the same thing to me. On several occasions I got offline out of depression and frustration when I didn’t find her online. I prayed almighty before even getting online so that she would be right there online. It’s been a couple of days later that we exchanged our phone numbers.

 The first call of course, I made. Initially I thought for a second before calling her. I wondered what I would tell her. Should there be any special things to tell her, or rather go easy. But never did I feel nervous like other guys. I even had seen some guys who went pale while interacting with girls for the first time. Within a moment I thought I must appear normal and original as what I’m. Honestly, I had only seven rupees as balance in my phone. The first time I heard her voice, it was so sweet that even I would say honey was not even that sweeter as her voice was.  

We used to talk on regular basis particularly in night; talking with girlfriend during nightime is something that gives extra excitement and happiness. Sometimes talk seemed never ending and that last for six to seven hours. This kind of tendency went for almost a month. She told me her exam was around the corner and she was pursuing journalism, a good subject for me but seemed not her cup of tea. She often asked me things related to her subject and whatever I knew, I told her and explained things very clearly.

My first meeting with her!

Meanwhile her exam was round the corner; she recievd the email where her exam center was given. Now she insisted me to come to the city of Kolkata. She reasoned me that she couldn’t go to give her exam as center was too far. “Is she calling me for her exam only or she has other idea?” I pondered, but yet I also equally wanted to meet her as soon as possible.

And going alone so far seemed unhealthy considering recent increased report of attacks or assaults on women. She was stubborn I knew her from the very first beginning of our relationship. I had also no option as I was doing some freelance works for my clients. Again then I decided to cancel my work to head for Kolkata and thought it was only a matter of few weeks; once her exam gets over, I will return. It was the month of January Delhi was entirely under grip of cold waves. Under no circumstances people take bath during winter in the capital but I was the first one to enter into the bathroom to take bath.

People truly say when people fall in love, they can easily be known by their behavioral changes. I was no different and not an exception as well. I began to dream different things; in each of my dreams she was right before me. Before my departure I shopped few things; excitement, tension and numerous other things flowed into my mind like gushing water. I wondered different things; one silly incident of my friend got reminded to me; it was also the incident which was too common to happen in this technology advanced world. How eager my friend was to meet and continue relationship with the girl he talked but had never seen. However, both of them discovered differences existing between them on their first meeting. And they finally came to conclusion that none of them could ever be sacrificed for one another.

Same thing was exactly repeatedly coming to my mind. “Would she really accept me on discovering my true personality at our first meet? Or would I have the same feeling on meeting her?” Sometimes carrying this in my mind I laid on bed to sleep but again I opened the eyes out of excitement and again it faded away slowly thinking ‘what’ if she rejects me. Initially, I was quite unsure if I would be able to make the trip. I was having very less amount of money and traveling of course without enough money meant inviting unwanted trouble.